Yo!
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Swing Low Sweet Chariot
I was supposed to go to worship today with JD, but he didn't call me (I'm sorry Bobby! *muah*) so I'm kinda mad now. I should have known that this was going to happen. Everything was going too perfect last night. Gosh that feeling! I love and hate that feeling.
The thing that scares me the most is how hard I'm falling for Bobby. I am falling fast. I've been in like with him since I first heard him laugh *sigh*. My feelings for him have been getting deeper ever since. It's scary and invigorating at the same time, you know. I'm not in love with him as of now, but I could definitely see myself with him. He's talking about going to Mississippi with Gary. I hope he doesn't. I just don't know how to convince him to stay. We have our problems, but I don't want him to try to fix them by moving however many thousands of miles away. I would miss him too much. Hell, he lives across town now and I wish that he lived next door. I'm so pathetic. I just don't want him to leave.It's all Gary's fault.
Gary is such an ass. I am so mad at him. I knew as soon as he told me (in horrible grammatic form I might add) "me and my friend are moving to Mississippi" that he was talking about Bobby. I don't know how I knew, but I just did. I knew things were just too good to be true. Good thing is, though, that Bobby told me he's seriously thinking about not going. I hope he doesn't go. I really do. Damn Gary for screwing up my happy times.
Well, I'm gonna get to getting now. I'll see you crazies later.